Late as usual. In this high tech society, you would think that I wouldn’t draft my blogs on a notepad, but alas I do. There is something about a pen and paper.
Uninspired today (a few days ago), gears clicking, grinding. Things to accomplish, lots of things to accomplish. Gnawing leftover steak, hurrying back to the timer on my bench, incubations ending. I’m not sure how I’m going to get through, bills looming, no child support coming in, car not sold yet – worried, sick. I’ve got one good thing to look forward to at the end of my week, but even that comes with a price. I want to cry not fair, but maybe the punishment does fit the crime. I tried to live in the moment at the cost of reason and future planning. Look where I am now: two steps forward, three steps back.
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